Disconnect (Katsura)

I didn’t follow you. It never was possible. I will never be with you.
Severed words
It won’t ever be possible.
From every level you reached,
you shed flowers
only for the dead bodies.
You may have forgotten
the words you spilled
while you shed those flowers.
Though forgetfulness doesn’t solely happen to you, forgetting things
sixteen times in ten years, a condition solely happens to you.
The war that started at Mavilaaru
became the last war to you,
only after Kilinochi was abandoned.
Up until the military reached Kilinochi,
the words you had spoken,
you forgot.
Don’t know why
I remember.
That’s why
I didn’t follow you.
It never was possible.
From the words
you pronounce every day,
I have severed my words
a long time ago